A blog I wrote anonymously on WordPress some years ago,  when I thought I was getting better, but was actually in the eye of the shitstorm.

Advisory: This material contains frank and honest descriptions of mental health episodes and challenges.

For the record, I "got help". 

https://fookingmental.wordpress.com

Published in the Guardian anonymously in late 2015, more about mental health battles and being a parent than being a gay dad, but I didn't name the piece....

https://amp.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2015/dec/26/a-letter-to-my-children-from-their-gay-dad